platonic relationships

and yes.. its been great days ahead fer me!
haha! :D

i was truly frustrated ytd with the fact that i cant meet up with J. urkk. frustration really kicked into me.. and i got frustrated today again for the same reason.. but im kinda fine with it.. (: haha. as long as i noe i still get to see J, im happy with anything that has J in it.. makes me super Gay. haah! (: anw, honey, if ure reading this, i jus want you to noe that i dont blame you for anything. sorry to have thrown my missy tantrum at you but i was jus way outta my league for that alr.. so yes, and thanks for wanting to improve on this, i too wanna improve and i hope we can work together.. (: to create some better future for us. i cant wait to chit chat with you over the phone aft i blog =) girly girl!

this CNY has been red fer me..
gamblin at Tanya's hse won me $30
gamblin at Cheryl's hse last night won me $40+
Cheryl's hse was jus truly funny. the fengshui was jus on my side. we played two rounds of winds and both we changed place due to new player coming in.. and i got Grace's so called bad fengshui seat but ended up winnin again! haha. thank God they divide the winnings by 2. is pretty bad playin first time with them and winnin $90++
so i finally paid off my debts to my sister.. mayb owing ppl something over the CNY isnt tt bad luck aftall? for me i mus say, this folk tale is definately a folk tale. HAHA :D

and i watched i not stupid toooo2 and i cried SO MUCH. like a little kid..... =) but it is truly meaningful and heart warming.. although i dont really had my parents naggin me to study and refusin to listen to me due to my eloquence[?] HAHA. and cuz i persevered in havin my education done in my way where i will excel the most.. and i believe ive done them proud with everything ive done.. (: even till now.. its very true how being positive towards others does help. lester was tellin me that positive energy can be felt.. and when everyone's positive, its a perrrrfect environment to work together. i think that's very much like sentosa.. we're all so positive towards each other and we all help each other.. [once again, i miss all my sentosa freaks!]

in life, there's plenty to learn.. plenty to admire. plenty to aspire.. plenty to everything.... but grab those chances and have fun!

i truly miss Mon, i'd miss u even more cuz ure leaving..
i truly miss Rai, sorry babe i din go for flower show but hey, we'd b meetin up soon k.
i truly miss Prem, shes gonna go with me to pierce my belly in 3 weeks time! EXCITING.
and i truly miss everyone in IOS.
i truly miss vic, elaine, shaz and cindy. tho im not chummy with you guys, nor do i meet almost every other day with you guys for dinner coffee or etc at holland v.... mostly cuz either there's been a wall that im always busy built or that mayb im jus not called.. but when i do spend time with you guys, its truly happiness for me as well. u girls are in no way inferior or less fun to be with.. actions will speak louder than words. but mayb for me in this case is my LAUGHTER when im out with you girls k.. (:


speakin of which, after enquirin so much as you can see... im gonna pierce my belly.. ok i better get basanti too. shes been wanting to do one too.. =) haha..

tmr's work! tmr's fun, i noe!


J, i hope i see you soon <3